A love of life. A joy of living.

2010-12-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

finally back home !
saw my dear update his FB .
new pic !
and coincidentally this is what i'm feeling recently :

we should emo together !
-draws circles & squares-
couldn't get any new phone soon, so i guess i'm settling for dad's old phone .
:( saddddddddd

new phone ! new phone !

2010-12-15T15:51:00.000+08:00

OMG ! @#%^&%$@#$%^&

Dear Nokia phone is beyond repair ! will miss it alot !
they said high chances won't get repaired coz drop in water !
plus if repair will need like $80 - $150 !
and if really cnnt repair will also need pay service charge !
so i shall not spend the money and jut get myself a new phone instead .
or rather, a phone that is working .

haiz
but i really wanna get a BB though !
just asked singtel how much is their no contract BB and they say its $738 !
D;
think i shall go and get a phone myself, and pay the bills if i really want a BB phone .
coz bills would be $30 + $13.30 = $43.30 !

i shall go home and ask mummay later about it .
hope dad doesn't scream at me. :X

facebook

2010-12-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

i've been so active on facebook lately.
just coz i dun have my nokia hp with me, and i cant tweet on hp either.
haiz.

headache.
major headache.
migraine.
happening.
now.
in class.
in macroecons.
like.
shit.
only.

and i get dizzy from time to time. (Y)

fucked up life !

2010-12-15T12:03:00.001+08:00

Go listen to "End of the Road" by Boyz II Men.

For me it's literally, the "End of The Road" .

Everything's just crushing on me now.

School, work, Chingay and family issues.

seriously, what a screwed up life i have !

Dad will be out stationed in China starting next month, meaning no allowance until he comes back!

Coz for sure mom can't gimme money if she has to give my siblings allowance too!

So i HAVE TO work on weekends, and I'm already thinking of working at daehan on weekdays too.

But provided that I have the time.

I fucking still have school on weekdays and i can't go down any earlier to work!

then now comes Chingay trainings extended, how the fucking hell am i supposed to cope!

not like Chingay training pays me by the hour.

and if i continue to go for trainings and forgo my work, who is gonna pay me sia!

as if $6 per hour working on only Sundays (1000 to 1800) is and if possible on weekdays (1800 to 2100) for one month is enough for my living expenses!

What the fucking hell am I here even!

Seriously, I need time out.

Either on my own, or with someone who i can talk to freely.

Suddenly i feel that being un-contactable is such a good thing.

I can do anything that I want, and no one would be able to find me.

No one would know my whereabouts.

Why didn't I think of this earlier?

B.B. !

2010-12-14T15:24:00.000+08:00

i wanna change my phone to a BB phone instead! :D

hahhaha

my Nokia phone spoiled...

need to go down to vivo and get it repaired..

supposedly i can have it repaired today, but coz no money to take train down...

have to wait until another day to bring it down for repair.

still having minor flu and headache... sian.

and got shoulder pain also.. :/

finished both attachment interviews, and i hope that starbucks would hire me! :D

hee, honestly, i'd prefer to work in starbucks than olio for attachment. :X

well, i just hope that i could get a working phone fast !

BB Bold 9780! :D

isolated .

2010-12-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

no one will know about me for the next few days .

these are a few of my fav things

2010-12-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

i'm fucking pissed off.
it's just me this time.
**

had Korean Night today, finished organizing it.
one less thing to worry about.
but it's kinda sad too?
hahah. had a great night though.
all the performances and such.
gotta thank Kyung Hoon mostly, host + performer + organizer. (Y)
and Hara, Janice eonni, and Melvin too! :D
We all did our best in bringing Korean Night 2 a success.
(idk if imma organize it again next year though.)

Kyung Hoon, i think he's great on stage. A good and funny host, though not as handsome has his brother, but really a better performer. (Y)
eh, i miss janice and melvin alr. eda too! i wanna go Korea and find eda! D:
and i will miss my Korean lessons.
i feel that something is already missing in my life.

"These are a few of my favorite things."

i wonder where are mine? I think i lost most of them along the way.

"All good things will come to an end."

i feel so cheated

2010-12-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

i think everyone feels so cheated luh!

had the auditions ytd, was dead tired when i woke up earlier than normal sch days.

went there to see juniors and classmates there LOL

got tag number, 0472

i shld have bought 4D for it huhs?

haha!

well, it was a very long wait, and decided to practice songs with Zhen Wei, Paige and 3 other participants. :D

azila was one of them, her vocals damn power, sounds like Charice Pempengco. (Y)

She taught the guys on how to sing properly, high vocal cheats and all.

The guy sang "You Raise Me Up", and Zhen Wei sang "As Long As You Love Me".

Paige Sang "Teardrops on My Guitar".

I sang the song that i last sang in the previous competition. "Today More Than Yesterday"

:D until it was near the time for my batch to line up for audition, i was still okay.

then after thati began to panic.

seriously. i half screamed before i entered the room.

and after i enter the room, i went silent. dead silent.

i was screaming inside, the silence of the room killing me except the participants who are singing.

then when i heard others perform songs that i know, i just smiled and lip-synced along. :D

hee. well they cut me off when i was starting second verse coz of time constraint.

i shld have just sang the chorus.

but i pity zhen wei. he blanked out. forgot the lyrics totally, unable to sing out. :<

dun be sad zhen wei. there's always another time, and believe that u can improve as well. :))

thats all for this post on yesterday's audition.

byes~

IU !

2010-12-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

Her MV teaser with Thunder. <3

a cure..? for me?

2010-12-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

seriously whats with all this.

im dying.

what a day

2010-12-05T00:25:00.001+08:00

it has always been like this.

just that probably it's getting to me more nowadays.

too much that i can't take it soon?

i will have a time for me to breakdown, just that it'll be when i give everything up.

or when im free from it all.

i don't understand why im like this.

probably its just me?

no one probably understands.

everyone has their own problems and i dun wanna add it on.

probably thats why i dun wanna tell?

and piggy, thanks for caring. just that i dun wanna say it out. u almost reached ur goal just now, but i just kept it in. i guess im as stubborn? but not so stubborn as you of course.

you are the best at this. probably some day...

SIGNATURESSSSSSSSS!

2010-12-04T11:37:00.001+08:00

OMG IM SOOOOOOOOOOO JEALOUS!

friends mostly going for MNET Live Concert!
2AM! 2PM! MBLAQ! B2ST! Miss A!

OMG i wan mannnnnnnnnnnnn
dang!
why i no money one!

T-T

but i guess its destined. :l
i'll just start collecting songs and videos. :)

i cant wait for IU's new album! :DD
IU FTW!

SHAGGED

2010-12-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

am now tired and sick.
eyelids weighing at 50kg each, still trying to open it up to blog this before i sleep.

like tired only!
went online to watch the fancams for leader's fms. damn jealous!
i wanna be up there!
i wanna receive his signed poster like the others too!
i wanna see him up close too!

haiz there's just sooooooooooo many things that i wanna see him do when he was in SG.
/regrets/

gonna slp now. can't tahan any longer.

omona

2010-12-03T00:51:00.000+08:00

fmlfmlfml!

im just frustrated not sure at what, and forgot abt it alr. just feeling frustrated.
and anyway,
i ordered this pair of shoes alr:

Hee nice not? :D

i preferred another one, but that gets wet easily so i got this. :D

damn hungry now.

nvm shall slp. tmr i needa pay for sch fees! OMG i just rmbed that. and its this that made me feel frustrated! D:

crazy 4 u~

2010-12-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

hahahaha i'm not crazy for him. :)
the only guy that i'll ever be crazy for is Park Jung Min.
just saying this today coz paige and michelle and all his other fans are starting to go gaga at him alr. XD
waited for him at TFS Tampines Mall just now, and saw him 2m away!
What a waste!
But i still saw his smile. :D
That idiot.

HAHHAHA
And Harry 선생님 scared me with his photo posts.

"KHJ came and many students went to meet him... hmmmmm."

Yups, thats what he said at his comment.
hahah scared me ttm!
at first i thought he said that KHJ actually went to DaeHan. ROFL

well, i feel happy that i saw him at least once in a quite close distance.
though i still regret skipping class coz of migraine and this. :l
i hope i dun get penalized for it.
but seriously, i dun really like her. :X

end of post! i shall go do my RJ :D

is this a dream?

2010-12-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

o.o
i still cant believe it!

just now went over to airport, originally to get maps for ROP. but.. i forgot. sorry classmates! :<
saw Hyun Joong though. waited for him for 3 hours. :)
DJ Ken did live broadcast there as well.
Leader walked super fast!
IDK where he's in a rush to even!
anyway, after the whole thing, we told Ken to ask Leader to wish Michelle happy birthday or sing her a birthday song tomorrow. :)) So cool right! :D
saw Cal eonni today!
damn happy to see her.
it's been eonssssss since i saw her! :DD
met new friends and recalled old ones as well! :D
what a happy day~~

gonna sleep now.
tmr haz lessons!
why oh why! D:

i should start ...

2010-12-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

typing
in
korean

지금 슬퍼하다
왜 이렇게 저도 몰라요
그럼 이제 그만해 주세요
제발
너무 힘들네요
난싫은데요
그러니까 여행을 가고 싶어요

스트레스를 많이 있어서
살지 않아 싶어요

오늘..
그냥..
슬퍼하다..

you & i

2010-12-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

Park Bom's You & I

I love this song <3

Then i watched this from DKP.

The gag woman is cool! So is Min! :DD

<33

add-ons

2010-12-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

a lot of stuffs KPOP related just add-ed on to my screw up count.
:S

total fucked up.

Next Week!

2010-12-01T10:32:00.000+08:00

It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!
It's next week!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Frigging audition is next wk, and i haven done ANYTHING! /screwed x 1/
Frigging Macroecons UT minus marks here and there /screwed x 2/
Frigging ROP UT2 has concierge and check out tasks, have to memorize SG places of interests etc! /screwed x 3/
Korean Night event is crushing me slowly, so is Chingay training. /screwed x 4/

I should just die man.
Sem 2 is such a chore, but its made up for the suckiness by my beloved classmates!
"I love you deep deep! :D"

ROP

2010-11-30T17:26:00.001+08:00

Rest on Peace?
LAWL it's actually rooms operations practicum.
yups, thats my class for today. :D
did concierge research and i would say its pretty tedious.
have to know every single lil thing abt SG's food, places of interests, etc at the tip of your fingers.
needa go get a few maps too. probably going down to changi airport ltr or tmr.

i brought my dear vq1005 to school again today. abigale played with it and took some pictures as well. :)
here they are:

Gillian, Alyiah, Eudora and shy boy Alvin. <3 my classmates!

too bad Abigale and Mya weren't taken in the cam. :<

kekeke today can seat, and nxt wk rop is housekeeping! meaning no more white top! :D

yayyay!

shall end the post here now. will contemplate to whether go changi airport now, or ltr after class or tmr after sch.

HMMMM......

Cameras !

2010-11-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

Hee, was watching Inkigayo just now.
Saw Kara's Jumping performance, and realised that i have a similar hair cut with SeungYeon! :D
Check it out!

Brought my mini digi cam out to school today! :D
VQ1005!
Supposed to have the vinigrette effects on the photos taken but coz it's the latest version, so it's like a normal cam.
but its soooooooo small and cute! :D <3

heeeee!
now waiting for fujifilm instax mini 25s or 50s to add into my collection! :D

:DDD

currently downloading changeable firmwares for my VQ1005 :D
hoping for them to work too. :X

MAMA!

2010-11-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

By "MAMA", i dont mean my mum.
I meant the 2010 MNET Mama Asian Awards that's broadcasting now on Channel U! :D
Heeeeee.
Finally can watch a Korean Award ceremony on TV! :D

Watching 2PM's performance now.
Nickhun FTW !
But it just doesn't feel right without dear Jay. :X
I'm so happy watching the MAMA awards now.

Am talking to dear piggy on msn at the same time too.
Asked me why im emo. wanted to say idk again but he guessed it.
so told him that im just insignificant.
i just have that feeling, and idk why.
I can't even find the answer to it myself, what say u?
and he keep haiz-ing to me on msn coz im emo.

sorry luh piggy, but i think im just stressed and i need a breather.
and i really think that i do need a breather.
and the only thing that i can be happy constantly would be anything related to Korea, otherwise to my hobby: photography. :)
anything other than those now, i'd be in emo mode.
it's like im isolating myself from the world ain't it?
oh wells.

now emo-ness aside, i shall blog about my day at work today. :)
finally one day working with hui jun. :) from 10.30am to 1.30pm.
she's late today coz her dad's car broke down when bringing her to work this morning.
we chat about work and all, and she watched some SHINee vids while i do arrangements for Korean Night.
Janice eonni came as well, to do a pre-recording for Kelvin on his speech item. :)
Kelvin did a pretty good job for a basic level 1 student. daebak! (Y)
Little did i expect at the end of hui jun's work time that, it might be her last day as well.
oh my tian.
my first and last day working with her!
poor her. i actually hope that harry would let her stay. but he has the last say. so now i shall just meet her on saturdays. :)

back to MAMA Awards,
now TaeYang got his best Male Singer award! :D
Congratulations TaeYang! :D

that would be all for my blog post for now.

PS: Please join Korean Night at my school!
Take a look at this picture! :D

No words can describe .

2010-11-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

Yea no words can describe what I'm feeling now.
Seriously.
I feel like giving up on everything.
except my dream, my Korean lessons, my school.
Everything else, im already considering of giving up; quitting.

should I QUIT?

Wine !

2010-11-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today had service operation practicum.
For the first time, RTL is opened to students! :D
and a LOT of them came.
It was fun doing a full 30 pax though. :))
Did runner with Ruzaini and Abigale today.
Fun day to spend in the kitchen most of the time.
(How i miss those times..)
And we can actually see the chefs prepare the food too! /licks corner of mouth/
PUAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, did a lot today, and was shagged.
Had wine class after that, and had to learn how to open wine bottles as it'll be tested in the next UT.
Omona! Open a wine bottle in 30 secs! and Mr Tye only did it in 10 secs. ==
/phails

The best part comes.
We're supposed to do wine tasting. =/=
Champagne, White wine, and then Red wine.
Had the whole glass of Champagne, 2-3 sips of white wine, and then 1 sip of red wine.
The smell for all three is similar, but White Wine was better.
Just that taste wise, one is worse off than the other. :X
Sorry bash me if you want, but Im not a wine person.
I suck at wine, and I am a self-proclaimed alcohol intolerant girl. :D

After those few sips, I passed the rest of my drink to Mya who was sitting beside me then.
She downed all my remaining wine. (Y)
And I began to feel sleepy, and a bit tipsy..
IDEK why that i started tearing too. LOL
/emotional
Well, teared a little, and felt a bit better.
But something bigger happened.
My face went tomato red! D:
I'm like a girl who isn't in proper clubbing attire and went to a club for a few rounds of drinks in the Woodlands area. :X
then headed down to kembangan for some Korean night promotion, discussed some stuffs in half slp mode.
LOL
who cares anyway.
we didnt promote anything in the end. coz was busy at the center, i had to help out.
now back at home, realised that my da yi ma just came to visit me. looks like i wont be doing any dance tmr!
Shall concentrate fully on my Korean Night admin stuffs tmr during chingay training then. :))

too slpy now, gtg slp.
Annyeong! :D

teehee

2010-11-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

Just a quick short post tonight! :D
it's 1.52am over in Korea now. and im still awake when i have lessons tmr at 9am.
yay felicia.

anyway, i finally dl-ed adobe CS4 master collection, and updated microsoft to 2010 ver! :D
heeeeee more animations + videos + photo editings! :D
went early for lesson today. reached at 5 plus 6pm.
saw nion gonna knock off work, and talked with Harry seonsaengnim about work and twitter and facebook.
basically about the company la.
Then chatted with nion more about work. hahah
with her, it's always been gossip time. XD
but fun though.
just realized that my pay is higher than her.
and when i asked seonsaengnim, he told me mine is higher coz i have working experience before. LAWL
and idk what other reasons la.

then scraped through lesson today again, half aslp mode. :X
did some discussions on Korean night again. hahaha
and.... that's all! :D

random right?
gonna sleep with wet hair still. nights! :D
-expects headache tmr-

Shady Girl

2010-11-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

people change, friends leave. life doesn't stop for anybody.

as quoted from KaiLi.

Just a quote, not me being emo, yet.

Just some rants from me below, TQ.
I know that I am not the head manager, but because you feel that nothing much can be done at this moment, so everything has to be at a stand still? Whereas for me I feel that there is a LOT for us to do, and think about it, only 17 more days to the event! We don't have EONS to do this, and we're on a budget as well. Competitor's list hasn't been finalized, and we need to think of back up plans as well. If we didn't finish what we're supposed to finish ASAP, we won't be able to anticipate any problems that would arise in the later part, or even on the day of the event.

Okay thats all. Ignore the front part. :X
OMG I can't believe it!
2 dec, HJL going over to TFS at Tampines Mall for a look! D: OMONA
3.30pm! and I am supposed to go for a briefing for the JYP auditions as well! Should I go for the briefing and skip school? o.o or should i just ask paige to help me with the briefing?
argh.
NVM. i shall ask paige to go for briefing on my behalf. Then on the day of audition, shall skip F&B and probably Macroecons. :P
Im a bad girl... XD

Who cares...
Since, no one cares about my life. :)

OMG FML.
Why relief faci do this to us! D:
/dies
Why present other grp's PPT? It's like more time taken up la! FML TTM.

Today just scraped through Macroecons UT.
Ugh. Not gonna touch on autonomous consumption and stuffs EVER after this sem!
After UT went out with Dhannie, Linda, and Darren for a movie!
HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HALLOWS~~!

It was damn cold in the cinema luh! D:
Didn't bring jacket along either. :X
It was quite nice, though some parts of the book was not filmed.
Cried and laugh multiple times. First time cried was when Hedwig died while trying to save potter. :(
Last time cried coz of Dobby the house elf. ;<
But it was a good movie. $6 well spent! :D

Stayed to have dinner after the movie, which was 9pm. But Dhannie went back home after. Had black carrot cake. :D
Darren treated us girls to free small green tea drinks.
(Y) Thanks Darren! kekeke

The best thing ever that happened today: relief faci didn't open RJ for us today! :D
Relief faci FTW!

Hee. Shall go sleep now. Tmr is Ms Kim's class. Another boring day! T-T

BBQ Pork !

2010-11-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Having BBQ Pork for dinner 2 days straight is just WOW!
And i'm gonna get fat at this rate already la! D:
OMONA \o/

And dinner is paid by my boss. imma happy girl at work.
:D
i think i can cut down on my lunch and dinner tmr.
bloated like idek what alr.
And and had a small hot double chocolate with marshmallows at Coffee Beans too.
Paid by boss, again. :))
see my boss treats me so good.
Probably to reward me for offering help to manage Korean Night. LAWL

Well thanks for the meal boss.
오늘의 저녁 식사위해 감사합니다!

Too tired to blog now, gonna sleep.
Goodnight! :D

tired !

2010-11-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

haha i seems to be always tired..
oh wells. the consequences of taking up too much.

but i dont regret for working overtime tonight.
tonight's my second visit to ju shin jung. except this time, in the private dining area. :))

went with Harry & Grace 선생님, 은혜 언니, 한나 언니, Emily 언니, and 하라.
so seven of us, eating BBQ meat! :D
with loadsssssssss of side dishes, and kimchi pancake, coke for drinks, and lots more!
om nom nom !

but i didnt finish my rice though. :D drank a lil of the rice wine, and now am damn slpy!
Everyone talked in Korean, and i only understood the topic like half the time they were talking!
some times i would just look around and get sth to eat, or Harry 선생님 would help to translate for me. :))

well, damn slpy now, gonna hit the sack after this since tmr haz work as well.
뿅 !

all at once !

2010-11-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA ! GONNA POST EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE! ;D

First coffee lesson for service practicum:
Made coffee on the 4th lesson. :))
here's mine: i made cappuccino!

And those below are my classmates' iced latte:

Hee i looooooooooooooooove my cappucino!

The following photos are what i had taken for the Korean cuisine dinner i had with my friend on 16 nov:
Their wet tissue

Samgyupsal! Om nom nom!

Tonight's update! Went straight to bedok reservoir after F&B UT!

Polaroids taken after Ukiss's The King of Freedom concert tonight!
Taken with Merlin, using her fujifilm mini instax 7s! :D
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee polaroids!
so vintage! :DD

too tired alr. shall go sleep now! :D

i think imma go bang wall

2010-11-18T23:46:00.001+08:00

seriously, i should go bang wall alr. ><
/bangs wall/

i just took up the job to go down to DaeHan every weekday to promote ticket sales for Korean Night.
LAWL at least i still get paid for it.
But it means that I have to go down to work EVERY SINGLE DAYYYYY !
oh wells.

and tmr i ish screwed TTM!
tmr got service operation starting, after which is F&B Management UT (which i havent even started studying for), and at night i have to rush down to bedok for Ukiss's concert.
(Y)

IDEK how i'm gonna cope sia. ><

/dies

IM SOOO GOING TO SWENSEN'S !

2010-11-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

;DDD

HAHAHAHA
reminds me of the times when i was working there for a WHOLE year! D:
not an exactly fun experience coz of me boss, but still my colleagues are majorly <3 !

Got introduced to this by friends online. :D

To me the design and color is naiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Hahaha. It'll be by chance if i get this camera or the mini 25s. :D

Girl Story

2010-11-18T12:09:00.000+08:00

Teaser on a debut MV for Girl Story.
These are a group of minors for god's sake! D:

Looking at the MV itself, it's just so creepy !
What a haunting MV teaser. /shuns away
I swear if i experience this real life, i'll just get permanently scarred and be scared of people in mascot head gears!

wishlist !

2010-11-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

updated my wishlist just now. :D

hahaha i updated a wholeeeeeee lot! :D

XP
i wish i have a DSLR now. or even a polaroid. ><

Pray

2010-11-17T17:34:00.001+08:00

I love this song. :)

The acoustic ver. of "Peaches", the song played in the Love Language video.

It just reminded me of my daydream a few hours ago.

Just a prayer:
Dear God,
Please help me to get through the JYPE auditions with ease, even though I'm dead busy now. I want to pass it, and be a trainee at JYPE. Please help me to fulfill this wish of mine and i'll be very thankful to you.
Thanks a lot.

Haha. I just pictured myself, being a JYP trainee, doing the workouts and stuff. It's just so surreal, that daydream. and idk why, but i loved it. :))

And i hope i'd really get into JYPE! :D

JiYeon ah..

2010-11-17T17:20:00.000+08:00

well i guess everyone has their own time to breakdown.
i just read this article on allkpop about my dear jiyeon dongsaeng.
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/11/jiyeons-difficulties-causes-her-to-shed-tears-on-t-ara-dream-girls

it's tough for her naturally when she is in this line, plus she's just a high school girl, and also the stewardess test. ><
i hope she copes well in this. and if need be do take lots of rest and cheer up.

i feel sad for her.

URGH!

2010-11-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

HOW I WISH MONEY WOULD JUST FALL FRM THE SKY !

Everyone asking me for money now. :<
HAIZ
I have to pay back mich the money for Lucifer dance class.
I have to pay Samuel for the fcuz albums.

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
TELL ME ABOUT IT, AND I NEED MONEY BADLY.

F.M.L.T.T.M.!

Sold.sg! :D

2010-11-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA
I just joined sold.sg for fun.
Joined my first free bid for their tokens, to purchase their tokens at a cheaper price.
:D
UP SGD$18.75
i bid for SGD$16.35

cheaper a bit, but its fun.
but i need to pay by paypal or credit card. anyone can lend me their account and pay for me? i need to pay by 29 Nov 2010. :<

-

2010-11-15T09:27:00.003+08:00

~~I SHALL CHANGE MY LINK TODAY ;D~~

I CHANGED MY LINK ALR ;D

Love Language

2010-11-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

I've actually seen this circulated in FB, but not once did i watch it.
Until when edward gave me the link to this short film tonight..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyB_U9vn6Wk

<3

Photography Course! ♥

2010-11-14T17:48:00.001+08:00

I wanna go for this photography course!
OMG
http://www.fotocourse.com/schedules/weekday-basic-photography-course-schedule/
AKSFJHROEIUDFD!@$#$^%*^%&@#$

me now no money, and i think i needa get my priorities right! D8

T-T /cries

T-T Galaxy S !

2010-11-14T17:47:00.000+08:00

Oh My Tian!
I want a Galaxy S, and got the prices from Gmarket. No international shipping. ><
Black: 1,013.50 SGD
White: 967.486 SGD

excludes shipping fees leh! T-T
Like that can only ask Eda eonni to help me get only lo... ><
But, i'm thinking of getting a button phone instead. probably a BB. :D
I love BBs. ♥

일 ! (Work)

2010-11-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

ㅋㅋㅋ
There's 2 new staffs in the DaeHan Education Center! :D
1 full-time, the other part-time.
I'm guessing that the part-timer is the same age as me?
I shall ask when I see her again. :D
The full-timer is my friend! :D EunHye eonni! ^0^
대박!

Hee.

Internship !

2010-11-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

Haha. I just made my selection for the companies that I want to intern in.
Chose those that I can be Barista with.
"Olio Restaurants & Cafes Pte Ltd/Dome Coffees (S) Pte Ltd"
and
"Starbucks Coffee Singapore Pte Ltd"
:D
Barista! :DD

Hee.

-

2010-11-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

Escapism is ♥

FML!

2010-11-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

FUCK MY LIFE!

Yea right my time management is wrong la. And so not paying full attention in your class is my fault also la.

Not like I want it also!

Plus your class isn't that fun as well.

Sarcastic bitch.

It has always been about yourself, and you just want us to do things what, your way?

Bitch talking in an American accent.

Fuck it man.

Seriously forget it.

I'm stressed at every single thing now.

FMLTTM!

울고 싶어

How i wish that a miracle will happen.

2010-11-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

Seriously.
How I wish one would occur for me.
Relieve me of my stress now.
I wake up, tensed everyday.

And because of this, I've been sick for the past 1 week.
Either flu/cough + blocked nose and slight fever, or migraine.
It comes along with shoulder and neck pain as well.

My workload recently:
UT, Chingay sub-com, Part-time job at Korean School, Korean Night 2010 Dec management.

If i can juggle all these work, i'm 대박!

"Your ability to juggle many tasks will take you far."

as quoted from FortuneCookie@FB.

Haiz. seriously. I feel like partial-ling today. ><

BRB to blog again.

1103!

2010-11-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hee. :D
Made this within 5 mins just now. :D
Happy birthday Young Saeng ah! :D

DERIT GOD

2010-10-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

Spell the title backwards. XP

That's random. I'm too tired that's why.

Anyway, woke up at 6am this morning for Chingay training.

Supposedly to meet Benny at 7am at Bedok MRT, ended up we meet him 7.30am.

Typical of him and some others to wake up late. Only me and Vicki woke up early. ==

HAHA

Then met the rest at PAHQ, and did our job.

slacked at the shelter area, and learnt the dance choreo bit by bit. but idk why, can't dance properly today.

probably tired from Friday night.

And had debrief, then went for work/training at DaeHan. ><

First time doing admin, and i sort of screwed when im on my own. Argh. ><

Too tired after one whole day outside.

Next time i need redbull. ><

Coffee Art !

2010-10-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

I'm in a good mood! :D

Hee, damn hyped up now. :DD

Haha supposed to write this entry about coffee art..

But coz im too happy now and got too lazy to read the coffee art links, i shall blog about something else now. :D

Heeeeeeeee

Last night after my Korean lesson, I got a part time job at my school, working as admin only on wkends. Yay. Now at least I have my wkend part time job. :D

And Tooki eonni came in last night! Paige and her had a longggggg talk! Im jealous and excited at the same time! XD

kekeke

Thats all. HAH

I just don't get it .

2010-10-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

WHY

-SCREAMS-

2010-10-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay, I'm SOOOOO tired from standing for the whole 6 hours!
in heels! in one area!
no walking!
T-T
Plus not those thick heels but kitty heels!
-cries-

Laptop gonna die in... 38 mins or less, and counting .
Woots, now alone at Mac, at Novena. tired like fock and also nothing much to do.
Gonna sit like a statue until 7pm later, to get ready for Lucifer dance!
D:

Pray that i'll enjoy my time rotting!
-screams inwardly-

Time Please Stop

2010-10-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

haha. I'd love to have a moment when I could just pray to God and say "Time Please Stop".

Well, since I don't have a topic to blog about right now, i shall talk about my cafe's concept now. :))

To me, it's my love. I'm not really good at describing, nor am i good at doing visuals for all of you to see it. So, just use your imagination and try to get what i'm saying aites? :D

Cafe sells nice coffee beverages with nice latte art, chocolates, and other pastries.
It'll be 2 stories. Private space for the second floor. :))
A small area for people to do their performance, a small shelf for books (like a library).
There'd be photographs attached on the walls.
Basically its an artsy place. :D
A place for people to chat, hang out, and express themselves. :D

Hee! Above is just a rough concept though. Not really a solid one.
Gimme some suggestions to add on, and i'll consider! :DD

난 잃었어 (i'm lost)

2010-10-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

Someone fill in the empty space in my heart .

Idk why i'm feeling like this, so don't bother to ask me.

It's just a feeling that i get sometimes?

Enough of emo-ing. =A= it's just such a horrible feeling.

Let's talk about today. :D
Chingay training officially starts today! Hee.
Was late as usual today, waiting for Jessica's friend.
And straight away started on the dance steps.
This year we have more dance choreographers. Melvin, Jing Wen and 4 others.
Out of the 4 others, 3 were there, and 2 of them looked quite good. :)) keke
Pei, Kenneth and I signed up to be trainers for sub com when we did registration. wow.
First time, and i hope that it'll be fun! bad news: Jeremy will be one of the sub com trainer team leader. pfft, hope we aren't under him.

After that had fun debriefing for the whole of the comm. Kenneth Wong is the Suay Shen! XD he's just suay la. Nicknamed by Steve first though. haha!
Pei, Zhen Wei and I then left for my house, showered and Pei taught my mom how to put on fake eyelashes and makeup.
And as usual, i was made the guinea pig. :X
Made to put on fake eyelashes, and also eye make up.
Went out to meet Edward and Benjamin.
Went out to buy stuffs, gotten myself a red lipstick, and also proper court shoes.On the way got a V neck line top for piggy and a striking hot pink(?) top for ben. LOL! XD

But they looked good, that's what matters. :)) I love piggy's though. best! (JJANG!)
Then went to walk around.. they still tried to put me into a dress/skirt.
honestly for those apparels, i just like how other girls look in them, but i dont really like to wear them.
I have no idea why, so don't bother asking me.

To end this off fast, i'll post the teaser for SNSD's newest MV teaser.
I'm tired so im cutting this post short.

Ack !

2010-10-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

Credits to whoever uploaded this.

I actually wanted to find another photo that would suit my feeling now but couldn't, so i gave up.
And pertaining to the question on the picture above, yes. I have reached a dead end in the road of life.
Not really my life, but rather life on the internet.
~~Particularly my forum.~~

Yes, my SS501 forum. you can don't read this if you want. I'm just gonna talk to myself anyway.
A forum with so little participation and staff doing their job.. I think I should close this. Especially if I'm trying to cope with my studies, it's just so difficult. Everyone's busy in their own time, hardly can find people who are dedicated to help out at all.
And with internship next year, it's even more impossible for me to cope unless i get an iPad. LOL.
Anyway, i've decided to close the forum temporary, and do a total change to it. Just not sure how to go about doing it yet.

Change of topic.
I wanted to blog about yesterday.
Service prac was fun, with Mr Tye and all of his fun jokes. :D
Love him more. Hee. And service isn't that bad, with just the feeling of serving in Earle Swensen's with a higher standard all over again. Or should I say, banqueting in Ritz Carlton Singapore.
But overall it was fun, love the lesson and classmates too. E46A is love.

Had SUI! training after that, kinda boring, since it was like a faci lecture, conducted by year 2 & year 1 students. :X I joined SUI! coz of the chance to go overseas. :D
Had Korean lesson after that, and which is also half dooms day since its Korean test that night. Didn't touch my Korean book for the past few days either = no study/revision. I didn't do any last minute revision either. Janice eonni was doing it when i arrived. Harry 선생님 gave us some translations from the test paper, and that helped us a bit. He and Grace 선생님 helped us with vocabs that we didn't understand. If without their help, I think all of us would be screwed to the max!
Despite the minimal help and i think that i screwed it, i still top the class. Ironic but true.

Thats practically all it is for Thursday. :)
And moving on, kinda random but..
I'm determined to open a cafe in Korea. Most likely in Korea, since i'm bent on it. :))
Probably collaborating with Zi Pei and Felicia eonni too.
Haha. Pei forks out money, and eonni helps with management if I remember correctly. :)
I found another junior in school who wants to open a cafe too. Same/similar concept as mine. ^-^
Happy happy. Will tell you guys about my cafe concept when I remember it. Coz too lazy to say it now.

After this part, it's all random. :)
Just saw on allkpop, t-ara taking up careers. :D
Eunjung as fashion designer, Boram as make-up artist, Jiyeon as ballerina, Soyeon as doctor, Q-ri as florist, and Hyomin as a wine server/waitress.
I love Eunjung's, Boram's and Hyomin's job. :D And im wondering if Hyomin's is actually a wine sommelier. If it is, I'm so gonna support her. :)) hee!
Oh and i recently saw IU"s new CF, damn cute! chnaced upon it after seeing her do an acoustic cover of the CF song. She can be my most adorable best friend ever. :D kekeke.
Saw Touch's new MV, and also JinWoon in 2AM's new album teaser. :))
Nice. But i still think that Kpop is a bit too much.. a bit too many groups to take in. And im those who generally likes all. I think i might go back to the kpop stages when SES is still around. I just love their songs when i heard it again on YT today.

That's all that i'm gonna blog about today. :))
But i think imma stop blogging here. or i'll revamp this blog, and delete all my past posts. haha. still considering though.

tired

2010-10-22T00:29:00.001+08:00

too tired to type anything now, and laptop batt's gonna die.

gonna blog tmr instead.

nights! <3

아싸!

2010-10-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

This post was meant for the past Saturday.

It was <3 .

Morning went to Jurong just to meet Pei.. And was asked to put on make-up.

I didn't want, but still.. haha.

Shopped with Ben and Piggy much later, and got forced to try on the long skirt which they want to buy for me.

I think it's been decided already anyway. ==

I'd still prefer pants than skirts/dresses.

Between heels and shoes, i'd prefer shoes.

Anyway, after all these shopping, it was time to meet Janice eonni, Mun Min eonni, Yoon Hae and Melvin.

We had free tickets to JYJ's showcase since Quest ID is giving them out and also to support SeungHoon oppa and Hara. One is co-host and the other is backstage translator.

We were damn calm there, and watching the fangirls going crazy. One thing that we loved was the sea of red from the Cassies, and then the small part of green at the back block.

We enjoyed the showcase, and waited outside after the showcase.

Waiting for who?
Waiting for SeungHoon oppa and Hara. :D Wanted to go steal a look at JYJ, but sadly can't.
When SeungHoon oppa came out, he already has a fanclub waiting for him. Random group of Cassies i think.
Haha! Then Grace 선생님 asked us to take a picture with Hara, show that she has a fanclub as well.

LOL. Anyway, a fun night to spend at Expo Hall 3 for a showcase. :D

Cute!

2010-10-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

:DD
Me wants these cute earrings~!

http://nunufish.com/product_info.php?products_id=378
http://nunufish.com/product_info.php?cPath=34&products_id=405
hahahahha~

-random post-

I have no idea what is the title today.

2010-10-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

Haha, i am happy, since i finally got my hair cut this afternoon, with thanks to Zi Pei and Benjamin for it.

Congratulations to them too, for getting me try on a puff-like dress in Valerie. :D

-claps-

박수쳐!

Well, went to parkway parade today. Headed to Fish & Co. Ordered the "IDK platter" and i only ate the fish and fries. The rest are sort of finished by the other 2. keke.

Then went for hair cut! :D

Cut a hairstyle similar to my primary sch days. LOLOL. short boyish hair!

Somehow today is tired day, i keep getting sleepy and tired. LOL

i dun like wearing dresses coz it's sort of a fuss to wear them, though looks simple. haha!

ack, now stomach feels funny, idk why. hate being sick when school starts.

ttyl guys! LOLOL

흥분 !

2010-10-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

냐하하하하~!
난 지금 매우 흥분!

Hee coz there might be a chance to club with SHINee this coming November after the O's! :D
Plus photo-taking & autograph session too~!
Who's not excited! XD
But, organisers say it'll be either SHINee or B2ST. I'm fine with either really, i just wanna go~! XD

$50+ for tickets, and place would be at zouk/phuture! :D

Woohoo~! Anyone wanna go with me? Mich will be going with me! :DD

슬픈 하루 .

2010-10-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

오늘 슬픈 하루 이다.

처음에는 재밌어는데 그것은 후에 아니었어요.

나는 너무 실망이다.

그 사람 때문에.

그렇니까, 그사람 있으면 나는 안가거예요.

Random! :D

2010-09-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

The scum walks a prior viewer.

Untitled. Please ignore this.

2010-09-11T09:38:00.000+08:00

Let me post this BIG BIG for you to see!

YOU love to talk and nag about ppl, but don't like and deny to talk about the things you've done.
YOU are such a busy body , wanting to know what we do. But when we ask about you, you say nothing.
LIK WTF. Are we supposed to just report to you in everything we do?
I don't want to, and it's unfair.
And you'll always compare me with the times when you're young.
JUST WTH IS THIS!
No way i'm gonna follow, coz times are different, and you are NOT ME.

So, i'm just going to pay back whatever i owe you, and then do what i want.
You're just such a jerk, you know that?

욕망 Cravings

2010-09-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since i tumblr-ed, and i had so much fun!!
XD
Seriously.. how long has it been since i've been fangirling about kpop groups?

I need my dosages of medicinesssssssssssss!

aigooo... I need new icons. Need to change the existing ones in this blogskin.

Haha, otherwise i have to take some nice photos and make them into icons... which i dun have a good camera! ㅠㅠ

어떻게!

"난 어떻게요 언니?"

-screams-

I back-tracked a lot of tumblr posts today. :DD

All SHINee posts.

Imma continue to SS501, then SNSD, then F(X)! :DD

idk if i can find all of them though. keke.

I wanna do macros too. But.. im not good with macros. LOL.

UT wasn't that bad, did all 4 within the time limit and also left early. :D

I'm just left with one last UT on monday and i'm freeeeeeee!

But, i don't care about it. Either way, i don't study for my tests, so it's okay. :DD

Gonna go back to tumblr-ing for a while now!

안녕~~!

To unriddle means to...?

2010-08-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

So who knows the meaning of unriddle?
Just finished watching the show Unriddle on channel 8, and figured that it'll have a part 2 since there's not proper ending to the show.

Oh wells.
IDK what else to say, i'll probably jut cut this short and log off.

Today went to reformat com. The most boring 2 hours of my life. :l

HJB in SGGGGGGGG! :D

2010-08-30T18:03:00.001+08:00

Annyeong everyone! :D

Finally got to come online after 2 days! :D
28 aug was working for one full shift, 11am to 8pm.
Then that night, went over to Changi airport to welcome HJB to Singapore!
Met Paige, Merlin, Yongqi, Violettacal(callyn/cal) eonni, and Fangqi!
Saw him relatively close, though he went over to the SGTS side. :l
was helping Merlin to take fancams when he walked out, and sort of chased him outside to continue it but cant.
Got back in, and saw paige's eonni, rachel eonni!
She got Merlin an extra signature from HJB, and also showed us the video that she took while she was in the arrival hall!
All of us practically screamed! And merlin cried/teared when she got HJB's signature! XD
Happy much!
We all stayed till it was time to go home, since we had to go to his hotel the next morning..

29 August:
Woke up early morning, and prepared to go meet cal, paige, mer and fangqi at Tamp MRT.:D
Ate breakfast at Raffles City Shopping Centre with them, and xiaochu eonni as well.
Went off to Fairmount to wait for HJB to come out. :DD
But.. had to pretend to be tourists, coz we got kicked out after 15 mins staying inside. LOL.
Then got back in, stayed inside for 1 hour plus, reading maps, and shopping guides and tweeting. XD
Got kicked out again since the other fans who came made noise, and we got discovered, AGAIN.

Thus waited outside for another hour, finally!
Saw the dancers who came out, security and staffs were preparing, meaning HJB's coming downnnnnnnn!
Got ready, holding Mer's parcel to pass to him, and they got ready cameras.
Finally he came out, but too far! and we sort of got blocked too.
Paige held out her hand drawn pic, and HJB noticed it. And he waved more at us!
-FAINTS-

Cabbed down to RP, TRCC after that with mer and fangqi and paige. :D
Saw the others there as well. PrettyBoy.com from Korea came too!
And lucky Zoelle! She got chosen for lucky draw to take group photo with maknae! in the VIP waiting room!
While they were having the photo-taking session, the guard open and close the door to let the fans in mah, then i saw maknae inside! :D
quickly turned on video mode on HP and video-ed him! XDD

That marks the end of our journey actually.
Haha!
And probably later tonight, imma go airport to send him off!

This is the picture when we took after the arrival of HJB! :D
.

From left to right: (top) Rachel eonni, Me, Paige, Fangqi, (bottom) Yongqi, Cal eonni

생각하고 있다... (thinking...)

2010-08-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

Catherine just called me to say that I'm working tomorrow, at Orchard Central from 11am to 8pm.

Ack, and from what I know, Euray, MingHan and Barney, all of us like working in different outlets leh...

Sianned. Hope tomorrow got people I know working in the same outlet also. Or not I'll be damn quiet one la!

T-T

I've arrived at a conclusion. When I collected my pay, imma just pay back the amount that I owe my dad, the phone bill which I had overspent to my mum, pay back michelle and samuel, and get seth to pay me back my money as well.

So, I should still have some money left. I HOPE. >.<

So, after all this part time jobs... Should I join Cinenow with Pei? Hmm, I think so? Since my parents would be nagging away anyway. So might as well give it a go. Probably I'll go work at either Tampines or Bedok outlet. I know! Weekdays at Tampines, weekends at Bedok. LOL!

Aiya, see how first lah. probably last week of sept I go interview? LOL.

Just came back from a whole day out. Out for job training at popular holdings, went to Zi Pei's house for late lunch, stayed till 4 plus and went back to tampines. Got together with mum and her friends for dinner. Tried to search for myself a pair of nice and good covered shoes, but sadly none. then went back home at 9plus. Ate roti prata for dinner. Had nuggets and wedges and some cheesecake from NYDC at Tampines before going back home.

I think imma get fat sooner or later. :l

Tomorrow has to work! And my hair not dry yet. Sianned! 11am at Orchard Central. T-T Someone pei me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

왜 이렇게!!!

2010-08-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. My dad... he wants me to surrender all my pay to him when i receive them..
Just to ask me to pay him back the money for the things i bought through Gmarket and also the money that I had borrowed to make those badges..

Aigooo.. making my life difficult luh him...
Plus i need to pay mack Michelle and Samuel money.. Seth still owes me money though. LOL
I'm burdened with debts, LOL.
So this yr sure cannot go Korea liao. Wait for next yr then! :DD

Save save save~!
Oh and if my laptop relly die on me in Yr 2 Sem 2, imma go get Macbook instead. No need macbook pro, but just normal macbook. :D

Wish me luck!

배고파~!

2010-08-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

Haha, I'm hungry now! XD
Just now met up with Chanel and Yenny to put the proposal together.
Made some changes to it as well, since Fong wanted it to be a BBQ instead of a Fast food delivery dinner. Haha!

Looked through the food items and decided on what to order already.
Then in the middle, allison sms-ed me, that she's been dreaming about managing MBLAQ for the upcoming KPOP night. Haha!

Well, after the conversation we had about artiste management on friday, we basically are damn excited about it!
Told Yenney and Chanel about this just now, and heard that they sent in emails regarding the KPOP night. So now hope that we'd get the artiste management project! I'm fine with either KPOP groups, and Allison hopes to manage MBLAQ. And chanel said to not show the fangirl side of wanting/insisting on managing MBLAQ, otherwise plan may backfire.

I sms-ed Allison about it and she said she'll change her ringtone and remove the badge on her bag just for this opportunity!
Seems that Chanel knows a lot about V!BE too.

Gonna meet up with Janice and Eda eonni later for dinner, then proceed to Kembangan for Korean lessons at night! Oh yay~!

XDD
안녕~! ㅋㅋㅋ

MONEY MONEY MONEY!

2010-08-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

Haiz, everything needs moneyyyyyyyy! T-T

A Macbook laptop, Sony DSLR camera, Fujifilm Polaroid camera (Mini Instax 25s), KPOP events, Korea trip this december.

OHMYGAWD!

I wonder how long can I work to save up enough money for all this!
And my top priority is the Korea trip this end of year!
T-T

Now, finished Ritz Carlton job(i hope so), took up Popular stock take job(weekday), Apple trainer job(weekend), and a half day event on 8th sept.
All these, need moneyyyyyyyy!
If anyone can find me a good paying job and its for perm. part time that I can also work during school days, PLEASE recommend me in! T-T

Today went to Ubi Tech Park for a job training for Apple job. LOL. Had fun, played with Macbook as well. Together with Euray, MingHan and Barney. We played, saw our trainer who looks a bit like Q, and saw Ernest. LOL

Did a small presentation too for the job demo. Basically had fun, and can't wait to start work and see money rolling in too! :DD

With Allison !

2010-08-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Met up with Allison today, to discuss about V!BE's outing this 4th Sept!

Met up with her at WhiteSands library's cafe, and she reviewed the half finalized proposal for the outing.

Then proceeded to plan for the talent show that we're in charge of. :D

Got hold of the name list for those who are going for the outing from Yenny, and also thought of the perf that we'll be doing. Most likely shld be dancing to OH! too.

Hahah, and in between, we talked about the artiste management that V!BE could take up for the upcoming KPOP night this 23rd October.

We talked about how MBLAQ would be appointed to some of us in the team to take care of. We discussed on what will be the things that will be covered in our project scope, and also what we'll probably be doing.

Perhaps we're thinking too much, but at least we sort of anticipate what we'll be doing, and i think its gives as an idea of doing the project as well.

Well, both of us believe that by joining V!BE, we'll want to present everything in our limit that we can to the fans, if we were to hold such projects or even bigger ones in the future. It'll help V!BE to get recognized, grow, increase in manpower, and also be a credible source of media channel in the KPOP industry all over the world.

Hahah! Those words just now, sound so professional and all right? XD all our own imagination.

One more thing! I can't believe that Allison works in SilverKrist Lounge in T3! OMG I wante to go in there and work when I was still working with Swensen's back then.

Haha, think I might be able to get her to help me arrange for an interview in there? LOL

I seriously need money, and I don't mind working in there either! Haha!

Tmr gonna go interview for training at Apple Mac, gonna work part time there. Woots!

I hope Leo gives an answer to Paige soon about Maknae's event, see if i can go. If yes, then i'll go call in to Ritz Carlton say that I'm not able to go to work on both days.

끝 ! (End)

2010-08-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just finished changing blogskin and changing some stuffs. Gosh i lost touch on my HTML after so longgggggg!

Today went to TAB for meeting with V!BE to discuss abt the outing and stuffs. Had some fun, and also did most of the planning done. :D

Then proceeded to Celine Jessendra to change time slot for Lucifer dance lesson, and also video-ed down Love Ya dance class. I love the instructor, she's good. And fun. :DD

Hahah!
Hmm, maknae's arrival is this sat night.. and im thinking of going.. BUT! i have work that night. Should I call in to skip work then? And then go for work the next morning? Since I don't think I have the chance to go to his event on Sunday... :/

Thinking thinking!
Tmr gonna meet allison to discuss abt talent show for outing !
And also gonna wait for V!BE's decision for maknae's fanmeet! If i can get the chance to go, i'd skip work on both days! LOL which means, lesser money to save up for Korea trip...

My recent wish list:
-Save up money for Korea Trip this December hols
-Sony DSLR
-Polaroid Fujifilm Instax 25s
-KPOP events

Everything needs moneyyyyyyy!
맙소사! (OMG!)
T-T

SHAGGED !

2010-08-21T11:38:00.000+08:00

Ytd worked at Ritz Carlton for banqueting for a company's dinner and dance function. From 5.30pm to 12am.
It's been tiring, since i haven't carried such heavy stuffs for a long time and both my arms were aching like shit while on duty ytd.

Though tiring, it was fun. One of the Dim Sum dollies is the host, and some of the guests wore extreme costumes. Carrots, dolls, salsa dancers, LADY GAGA, and the like.

It was a fun night, plus there were masks too. Like it's a masked event. Haha!
I had a good laugh at the performances in the middle of the event, coz of the JaiHo dances, and also some games that they had. Though the guests didn't finish most of the food, but i guessed that they had a lot of fun.

The wine ran out in the last quarter of the event! Hahah! Oh and one of the tables that my group was in charge of, has this Indian guy, he kept asking for a new glass of Tiger Beer every course of the meal served! XD

Was dead shagged after that, since I was having so much fun enjoying the event. Hahah! Oh, and I met my ex-Korean classmate there too!

Kekeke!

Today Saturday, slack day for me. XD Euray sms-ed me ytd asking me to go swimming, but didn't tell me the time. LOL anyway, we'll see how it goes. And tmr will meet up with V!BE team! Gonna talk abt proposal and all.. I needa get an organiser! D8

That's all for now!

Oh and uh, Paige and I are selling Kpop stuffs, over at http://dkaypop.blogspot.com/
Do pop around, and promote us to your friends who are into Kpop! :DD

Kamsahamnida~!

Ehgawd!

2010-08-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

OMG! C.N.Blue finally touched down on our little red dot last night!

Haha, I didn't get to welcome them at the airport... (i regretted that) coz there's a need for me to discuss my Korean lessons with my classmates as well.

I totally regretted not going to the airport..
Looking at the pictures that were posted up for the press conference:

So, whatcha think? XD I love the all of them! But least bias is the guy with the black tie. LAWL!

I have no interest for leaders, and idek why.

Anyway, for my Korean class, I have to change my lessons coz of the teacher teaching us. From thursdays to wednesdays. I dun mind changing, but that'll mean i have to change my dance lesson which is fixed on that day as well.

Imma call to ask if i can postpone it or withdraw from it. I dun wanna waste my friend's money.. since she helped me to pay for it.. >.<

Sorry michelle! T-T Mianhaeyo!

Well, i gotta go get ready alr. Later have to work at 5.30pm, and i'm meeting wenlin at 4.40pm. Gonna email CJ first, go get ready and then off to work!

Hope today is a slack job as well! At least not THAT slack! XD

PWEEZE TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE!

2010-08-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG

Please tell me that's not true!

You know, I just heard that this 23rd Oct, SG will have a KPOP night..
SHINee and MBLAQ are confirmed coming man!
Total no money! D:

KPOP night on 23rd oct...
Now, I hope that V!BE T.E.A.M. takes up the project for it. Or even get a media pass for it, and i'll be very happy!

hahhaa.

anyway, i just sent my resume to seth for a job at IT fair, and got minghan to help me arrange an interview for customer services and sales position. :D woots. hope everything goes well~! :D

Happy~!

2010-08-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

On saturday, during the nEbo street buzz...
Met a nice and ave handsome/pretty/cute looking guy while setting up our stall with paige. LOL

nice guy, working for wild wild wet. ROFL

anyway, street buzz was a fail, idk why they held it in the chalet even.
LOL tired alr. gtg catch up on some sleep alr~ nights!

WTH!

2010-08-06T12:44:00.001+08:00

WTH is this!

supposed to meet up with paige to help her print the pics. in the end? she didnt turn up!

call , no use.
sms, no use.
msn, no use.

how to contact her! and now i'm still in bugis library waiting for her since 10plus am!

WTFWTF!

My Numerology

2010-08-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

This is damn cool. hahah!

I see you floating in a sea of endless time - great vistas and a
feeling of lifetimes behind and ahead of you. I get the feeling of
urgency with you Felicia, things that must be done,
lessons that must be experienced. I sense the rhythm of life, the
cycles we all experience.

From your Life Path in combination with your Soul Urge, I get the
impression that you have a pleasant personality, and are generally
liked by others. You can be easily hurt at times, and as a result
are more careful with displaying your feelings than you used to be.

Felicia, I sense that you are a very busy person who is
always on the go. The more you have on your plate, the better. At
times you wish you had less to do, but you would be totally lost if
you woke up one morning and found nothing at all to do! This
couldn't happen, of course, as every time you get a space you seem
to fill it up very quickly. You'll be just as busy in late life as
well ... in fact you won't get time to grow old, you'll just simply
keep on growing!

Having said that, it's not surprising you need a break after this
past year. Let's face it - we all need a little breathing space now
and again to re-charge our batteries. Remember to take time to
smell the roses!

Felicia, you have had a few worries recently about money,
but you know you have the power to solve them. While it's been a
bit of a bumpy ride financially these past couple of years, the
next 18 months or so will be a lot easier.

Looking at your Personal Days and Personal Months, you should be
pleased Felicia ... it shows that shortly you will receive
some pleasant news. It is nothing momentous, but is sufficient to
raise your sights and hopes. It is good news.

I sense a period early on in your life - teenage years perhaps -
when you felt misunderstood, as if you couldn't really get close to
anyone, as it you are walking on the outside of life. These
feelings very occasionally reoccur.

You are a very special person Felicia. The experiences you
undergo are all for a very special purpose, one I'm sure you are
not aware of yet. Nevertheless, you are progressing in exactly the
right direction. Your timing is good and you are learning from
every experience. I don't know if you believe in reincarnation, but
I get the feeling that you are a highly evolved person, as if you
have lived many times before. In time you will have much to offer
the rest of us.

Romantically, it has not always been easy, and your outlook on life
has changed because of this. The future is much easier in this
regard than in the past.

Felicia, you have sometimes wondered if you have made the
right decisions at times, and it looks as if you have. You work
best when you make your own mind up on things, though it is useful
to ask other people for advice before you make your own mind up.

I see some travel in your future, and several new horizons
beckoning. Your progress in this world has not always been as fast
as you would like, but I can see significant growth in the future.
You tend to feel you have a lot of unused capacity, and that people
don't always give you full credit for your abilities.

I can see you happy and productive in your old age, surrounded by
friends and family. You are of above average intelligence, and will
keep on learning all the way through life.

Just turned ... 18

2010-08-03T15:48:00.000+08:00

I've just turned 18, 3 days ago. :D

It wasn't much of a fun day, since i wasted my time (sort of) at Ritz Carlton doing a 4 hour worth of job training.

And today imma go celebrate birthday with the girls. :D

woots. i wonder what we'll be eating tonight for dinner. woooo~

싫어!

2010-06-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

I hate this. All this ... I don't know what to call them..
Okay, just that. I know why people misunderstands.
I'm seriously down in mood for th last few days, and this isn't looking great for me.

And i just hope someone would help me take out my optimism in me coz i lost them somewhere this morning after much comfort from Cal eonni.
I woke up this morning to find it raining, and when i reached school, i saw the breaking news. And i believe i took it as bad as any TS who was online at that time.

And i was practically jamming my hp with tweets and online surfing for news and stuffs. This just couldn't get me to believe. But, Cal eonni helped. She helped me get out from wallowing in the sadness over the news, and I took out my optimism at that time.

Now at night, i'm faced with more bad things. Home = parents nagging, orders that have not been settled, misc stuffs, forums moderations and updates, my own fcuz blog updates. And more from the Triple S. My online workload, i'm already trying to get them off my back as much as i can.

Can someone just bring me out or accompany me out for a day's worth of fun? I seriously need my fun and i seriously need to find my optimism back and be that worry-free and happy-go-lucky girl that i once was.

Mr. Crab isn't with me now, to help me, to listen to me, so i need someone else to help.

And, I think my optimism is lost during the time i was hosting a radio show just now.

-frustrated and depressed-

I'M HELLA FED UP NOW.

2010-06-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

Yea a piece of your mind. And i just took it with a pinch of salt.

[quote]I don't see why Adi is always taking your rage out at us too...can you stop showing us your attitude?Others time I will just rolled my eyes fine...But in times like when we first saw DS going Solo you were just like "Whatever,I dont care" ,and when you spazz for UKiss you straight away went and change 501Love to 501Kisses, I seriously donnt like.OK?You have your mood swing,we have our own feelings as well.I am just giving you a piece of my mind.Sorry if you don't like.[/quote]

People who really knows me, would know what i meant by "I DON'T CARE". Apparently you don't. And for the Ukiss thing, it was all a joke. And i changed it back didn't I. If you guys seriously don't like, just tell it in my face, I can just go change it back. And like i said it when i sent out the bulk email, if don't like, just SAY.

Everyone has mood swings, I know. But stepping on others toes at the wrong time will get you on the ugly side of others.

KAPEESHED?!

And yes, I do need rants myself. You guys say you guys were just ranting, and whining. If i'm not wrong, you guys do them a bit too often? And i just keep on looking at them everyday. And just now at the chat, is my OWN form of ranting. Yes this is a new side of Felicia aka Adiana. So take it in alright?

I'm not gonna continue, coz i know at this rate, i won't be able to take my tests and listen to lessons the next few days and weeks. Because of all this that is distracting me.

Depressed

2010-06-26T15:38:00.000+08:00

Getting depressed.. And my reason: for NOTHING.
Like WTF?

And i just knew that I haven't paid Samuel the money for Fcuz albums that i ordered ages ago.
Mum confiscated my ATM card, now i have to get a job and pay him back.

And, AISH! so many things going on around me!
HOW I WISH IM BACK TO MY IDK-WHAT'S-GOING-ON-ARD-ME SELF!
Some one save me please?

Like bring me out to chill, or whatever?
I want to have a day filled with just fun and without these worries to cloud my head and heart!

And, i needa get a job ASAP too.
Anyone has good lobang?

Well putting the job thing aside, i really need a place to vent my anger on. or to relieve my stress.
Someone pls help?

-the girl in distress-

Tired~~!

2010-05-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

Nowadays got a lot of stuff to work on...

-SS501 Anniversary project
-501%Love Radio hostings
-Blogshop
-F.Cuz gatherings and admin stuffs
-SS501 Preorders

Whoa, and all these are costing me money....
haiz like what Glynn said on twitter..
"How I wish money would fall from the sky."

haha Tired, gotta end here.
I wonder if I shld go to school tmr...
It's chef practical, and then Rooms Division UT.
I haven't studied for UT yet either..

><

Good night!

Your future.. Can you see it?

2010-05-06T12:10:00.001+08:00

Hey people. Long time didn’t blog already. haha!

Well, Felicia/Adi is here to hel my fellow friends and readers earn income in the fastest time possible.

But first of all, imma gonna share with you what my friend thought after attending a function together with me last night.

Here is her blog post: (extracted from honeyhyun.proboards.com, by Paige)

Been to a function last night.
About What?
Ooooh...It's about earning money..
I know,by this point you will be thinking it is a scam,right?You will be thinking,Paige,don't do this,later you will be cheated and you lost everything~!!!
Tell you what,I have nothing to lose at this point,and they are not asking me for anything much at all.
OK,so the trader license is costing 2.4k (SGD),along which they are giving you the products.
But for someone like me,who just started working,or for someone like you,who have some saving in banks,what is 2.4k SGD ?
To me,it is 2 month's salary.
What where is the big thing to LOSE?
For me,it's always just some faith and some risk.Live won't be exciting unless you try and take risk.
I have been seeing enough in my office these few days.My boss,can try to throw in over 20k SGD to go for a show in Saudi Arabia,which is some place he never been before and is not sure can he sell anything there.
See the risk there?And then,there are facing some problem...And yesterday what my boss did (when I also soooooo hardworkingly prepare everything for that stupid show which I am luckily not going...OK,I don't like Saudi...>.< ) is canceling the trip,cause it is too expensive and his partner isn't going with him.
What's next?On top of that he paid a few thousands dollars(I am talking all Singapore Dollars here...),his cancellation had just costed him 4k USD penalty.Cause he had signed the contract...
NICE RIGHT?
What I am saying is,there is risk in every nature of works.and if there is no risk at all,you are gonna start that way,end that way.
I can seriously tell you that if I don't take risk today,I can see myself 20 years,30 years later....Working in this small office daily and then going work at 10am,going home at 7pm,salary lower than 2k per month,and I have to have headache when I count the bills,when I see my dept...
WHICH IS A LIFE I DON'T WANT~!!!
I would rather just take a risk now,while I am young,I have energy,I have nothing to lose,I can fight.

So whatcha think?

I actually agree with Paige on this.

We youths are young, energetic, daring, no money, no time, or little time on our hands.

We actually can help each other by setting up a supply and trading company.

Now, let me give you a run through of our company’s history:

Opened in 2008 in SG and MY.

Expanded to Brunei in 2009.

And potential to expand to more countries.

If you wanna know how we work, just email me or msn me: ftzs_31@hotmail.com

I’ll do my best in helping you to maximize your income earnings every month if you join! :D

I took a couple of personality tests...

2010-04-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

First test:

Yellow are business minded and want others to know they are well educated. They strive to attain success through anything that requires mental abilities.

Making good leaders, they generally make up their mind in a methodical way. Every detail needs to be analyzed before they make a move. Any strategic game peaks their interest. Chess is the game for them.

Yellow may be a little stubborn. When the color moves toward a mustard shade yellow feel that they are the only ones making the right decisions. This tends to make others a little suspicious of their motives.

The true yellow makes wise decisions after considering all points of view. Women would rather be in business, than mothers, but can do both and be quite adept at doing so. When these people are under stress, they feel that they need to hide their emotions. If they show stress, it is a sign of weakness and vulnerability. They try not to let you see them sweat.

Keeping to themselves without inviting many others into their lives, they generally only have one or two good friends. These friends are usually people who are also business minded, although the true yellow depends on no one but themselves. Adoring tailored clothing, they usually dress quite professionally. Although the women may add larger accessories, they dress with a simple flair.

Second test:

You are strong-headed, tough and you like to observe others. You quickly make up your mind and you stick to your decisions. Pleasing others and having a good time is not your goal; you want things to get done. Depending on the circumstances, you could be very talkative, even argumentative, but could also fall silent if you choose to do so. You prefer to communicate in a logical and factual manner, and you are not easily tricked by fanciful behavior.

Third test:

- a person with a strong need for contact.
-a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships.
-reserved, shy, cautious, and thoughtful
-you enjoy social interactions and are talkative.
-you are strong, vital, energetic and affectionate. You also have an original approach.
-you are well adjusted and harmonious, a person content with your current role
- you are not very original but quite responsible.
-you are energetic, optimistic, and assertive.
-you are a materialist, and prone to exaggeration.
-you are a person of energy and elasticity, able to roll with the punches and adapt to whatever life brings.

Forth test:

Your attitude towards your emotions is a healthy one. You aren't ashamed to let your emotions show occasionally, and you will undoubtedly be much healthier because of this attitude. You are likely to be a good social advisor.

Fifth test: "[]" are analysis to the answers.

1. A box is lying in the road. What is inside?
A letter saying that I'm accepted in an entertainment company in Korea.

[reveals what kind of luck you think you will have in an unexpected circumstance ]

2. If you could choose one place to live the rest of your life, where would it be?
Korea.

[you are a dreamer or a romantic ]

3. You have been wandering around lost in the desert all day when you suddenly you see a village in the distance. You also notice an oasis not too far away. Where do you decide to go?
Village.

[describes your personal work ethic.
like to assume responsibility. You know how to make good use of your time and you plan your day carefully. You prefer finishing projects rather than starting them and you take deadlines seriously.]

4. What would you do if you suddenly lost everything?
Sit down and think of what I should do next.

[look to make a fresh start are likely to be people who take responsibility for their actions and don't simply react to life's circumstances. ]

5 Tomorrow is Sunday. What are you going to do?
To do whatever I feel like doing.

[Having freedom to do whatever you want is like having money to spend however you want.]

6. If you get into a tight spot, who would you go to for help?
My confidante.

[a little insecure and are not ready to accept full responsibility in difficult situations ]

7. What age would you like to be for the rest of your life?
18

[when you were happiest and had a lot of self confidence. Those who wish to return to
their childhood years long for the period where they had no responsibility. ]

8. If someone told you that you had just 24 hours to live, how would you spend them?
Fly to Korea, and be an entertainer for a day.

[you submit to fate with your composure intact ]

9. If you could save only one thing from a fire, what would it be?
My laptop.

[If you choose your passport or laptop, you are practical. ]

Laptop! D:

2010-04-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

My laptop!
/phails/

My laptop crashed again!!
OMG. I hope one of the technicians from fujitsu will go down to school tmr to help me repair my laptop.... ><

OMG... I hope i dun have to wait long for my laptop to be repaired! D:

Ah!!!!!

And i just now went out to buy stuff for tmr..
make-up.. that costs me near 80 bucks.
a purple blouse.. that costs me 59 bucks.
and my own new phone, nokia e72 that costs me 238 bucks.

yay me. LAWL

I hate it!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

I hate RP!

SO last minute then inform students attire wear!

One day before sch start then inform!

They want us all to skip first day of school issit!

STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I didnt iron my formal, dunno how to put makeup and bun my hair leh!!!

This wkend:

cut hair short

learn put on makeup

buy more coporate wear attires!

Frustrated girl.

2010-03-27T00:45:00.001+08:00

I hope I got selective memory

To forget about all the unhappy things that happened

Being a frustrated little girl

Isn’t what I aimed to be

Why do we encounter these problems

When we least hope for it

Though we embrace the good things

That happens when we’re in trouble

Even if you’re over-optimistic

I think there’s still a day

When you’ll break down

Eventually

Echo echo echo echo!

2010-03-25T23:18:00.001+08:00

Hahah! Now listening to “Echo” by SNSD on the way to cityhall for training.

Gonna be happy today and ignore all other problems or tantrums or whatsoever.

Hafta complete all the polishing of tricks and rehearsals.

At least the tricks have to be by today. >.<

I just posted Jung Min’s birthday present over to him.Costed me $34.60 just for posted! Not including the stuffs that I and Paige bought for him! D:

Lets see, I spent 16 plus on the messages part, and Paige.. I think the hat costs 10 bucks?

Okay all these don’t add up to that much which we had spent for Kyu.

The postage this tim is much more expensive than the last time is because I used Speedpost Worldwide Courier.

Costs much more. Haiz.

It’s okay.

LAWL

I hope later, there won’t be much problems.

And I pray that Kenneth’s competition today goes well. :D

Kenneth fighting! XD

BTW, this is a scheduled post. :D

Dedicated to Kenneth .

2010-03-24T09:56:00.001+08:00

Heya Kenneth.

Just wanna tell you.

Don’t keep panicking when doing competitions.

Just treat it as a normal training, imagine that all of us are there supporting you and TRY not to screw up your performance. :)

Also, things don’t normally turn out the way we want them to, so just try your best.

As long as you know that you did your best, no matter the outcome, at least you enjoyed the process of it.

Everytime you lose something, you’ll surely get back something in return. It’s just a matter of whether it’s a big or small one.

I hope you read this and look on the brighter side of life. :)

Good luck for your upcoming competitions! ^^

화이팅! ^^

“Like Master, Like Student” ?

2010-03-24T09:55:00.001+08:00

Above as quoted from Edward Chua aka Piggy.

Today… Wait. Lemme speak in Korean first.

저 사람이 어떤이야? (What do you this of that person?)

그는 니까, 난 미첬어. (Because of him, I’m crazy )

난 지짜 미치겠어! (I’ll really go crazy!)

아이구... (Aigoo…)

뒸어! (forget it!)

뒸어! 뒸어! (forget it! forget it!)

Okay, done fretting in Korean. Aish.

Okay, not really.

I don’t really wanna name names here. But I seriously have to vent it out somehow.

Okay today we had another training, half crash course type.

And it was without much problems until after dinner. :S

So who was there? Kenneth, Me, Pei, Benny, Seth, Zhen Wei, and Robin.

Robin left halfway coz of FYP and we’re fine with that.

The rest of us trained, and spent almost 1 hr plus finding clothes that’ll suit Zhen Wei for the appreciation dinner this coming saturday.

After we finished with the window shopping, we went back to training ground for more training.

Saw Jeremy, Kailin and Hui Yee there too. We knew they were coming anyway, so we didn’t care much about Jeremy.

All those above, are not important actually.

Important thing is that, there’s this particular guy amongst us who went too overboard with our limits.

I have to say that he’s the next Jeremy. Only attitude and personality wise. Not that physically wise if you know what I mean.

Anyway, HE, is a fucked-up-multi-faced guy, who likes to spin lies in front of others.

I mean it’s okay if you did those to not get to the bad-sides of those around you and just to play safe or for self-defence.

But if you over-do it, you’ll seriously have ppl saying '”fuck off” in your face.

He told us that:

1. He was given a test from Jeremy that he must pass it. which is to plan a routine for the performance with Kailin and Hui Yee alone. (he has to plan the whole routine himself)

>> So, what we(kenneth, pei and me) did is to let him plan his own routine. And whatever he does is of his own free will. He gave us the chance to decide, but we told him that it’s his thing and that he could do it whatever way he likes as long as its presentable.

>>> What we got from KL is Jeremy say if HE fails, he’ll give another chance.

2. He said dun have Kailin and Hui Yee for training is difficult to plan.

>>> So, we asked them out, they did discuss but were too slow. We also gave them suggestions that if worse come to worse, routine would be 30secs for each. which is 30 for the 2 girl’s routine, 30 for his own solo, and another 30 for combined routine and ending. That’s all. And he said it’s okay and he’s fine with it.

>>> But what we heard from KL is that HE told Jeremy that 30sec not enough, need at least 1 min, and he said that we planned all these.

After all these, I thought he just did these out of playing safe. But until he told Jeremy that WE, the whole bunch of circus ppl excluding Zhen Wei, Robin and Benny, are not trustable.

NOT TRUSTABLE.

It’s like WTF?!

Not only that.

He told Kenneth that Kailin will spill out every single detail of our performance to Jeremy. <<< This is complete bullshit.

So being the nice people, we decided to let him still do the performance, just because our performance has been set already.

But we’ll be keeping certain information to ourselves.

This is called messing with the wrong people, mister!

People who I define as can be trusted: (in circus)

Pei, Kenneth, Andy, Wei Siang, Edward, Ethan, Fiddy, Benjamin, Kailin and Hui Yee.

Oh and those who just joined us: Benny and Robin.

But Benny is those kind of people who can be trusted but his life is quite is fucked up one. LAWL (opps, I didn’t just tell that to the whole world did i?)

Anyway, this is the kind of ppl that I dislike.

The ending between me and him would be: either fuck off out of my life, or i’ll be treating you the same as Jeremy. Keeping you a safe distance away from me.

Tmr I have training AGAIN. And I have to face him.

Alright. Felicia, let’s face more troubles tmr peacefully and hope we don’t get into a bad mood and start diss-ing at others!

파이팅! :(

P.S. I miss everyone who is in NS right now.

P.P.S. To that fucked-up-multi-faced guy: “You better run run run run run.”

KWAVE work?

2010-03-22T12:21:00.001+08:00

hahha! i just found my interest job!

Korean-related. :D

Gonna love it if i realy worked there. LAWL

Anyway, its about managing a forum online, and also arranging meetings with media to promote the KWAVE in SG. :D

Cool huh?

Idk how to make a CV, but i’m still gonna try out for this job.

Sounds interesting and also I’m very into Korea.

You guys know me. :D

Oh Neul . (Today)

2010-03-20T11:21:00.001+08:00

Today had training. Met Kenneth at interchange, 11.40am?

Then went to CityHall, at 12 plus. And, no one turned up YET.

Saw Robin & Jessica, and ate with them at BK.

waited for pei at HMV, and then Benny.

That babo ah… come liao give attitude one.

Need to loosen him up, get him into the mood then he not emo.

Aish. Today, we did more dancing, and Benny danced with Wencan Latin!

LOLs. They CMI lah. Okay. Not wencan, but Benny!

Sriously he CMI!

And also for Poi routine, we decided to use Kara’s Lupin as our routine song. And solved many problems until we got the perfect routine out.

LAWL.

Yayness to Pei and Me.

We are JJANG! :DD

Anyways, we went to Just Acia to eat and had fun there before going up to the fountain and play up there.

Learnt how to waltz from Pei, and then played around with the rest.

Oh and in the end, there were this many ppl: Me, Pei, Kenneth, Wencan, Benny, Seth, Robin, Siew Huey, Priscilla, Dominic, Ting Yi, and this other guy that i dunno his name.

Been fun playing with them, and gonna continue the fun-ness on Tuesday.

Not on Monday coz I have interview at 3pm then. Unless they wanna have training somewhr near Eunos. Where my interview will take place, that is. :S

All in all, we had fun! :D

Circus performance on Appreciation dinner FTW! :DD

IMM Part 2

2010-03-20T00:12:00.001+08:00

I’m FINALLY back to blog about IMM Part 2 – The SHINee Showcase. 8D

*claps*

Alrights. I reached IMM at like 11 plus am, and saw the crowd there. My jaw dropped. Coz the whole place was filled already.

I had no choice but to stand at the back. I got to know a random fan girl, sec 3 this year, but IDK her name. Weird right.

I also know she lives in Harbourfront area. LOLOL

Anyways, it stsrted to get cloudy at 1pm, and started raining when SHINee’s showcase is getting started.

When we’re still waiting, we got to know more random fan girls, and blew up some balloons and wrote their names on them LOL.

Motive: for SHINee to see. Coz we’re like the only ones who have balloons.

The fans still stood under the rain, and cheered for their idols.

I stood on the plants, and took pictures, and videos.

We watched them perform “Noona Neomu Yeppo”, “JoJo” and “Ring Ding Dong”.

They did some Q&A too, which the answers were quite funny, and the fans also sang an advanced Happy Birthday song to JongHyun in Korean! ;D

OMG it’s damn tiring lah! Holding my arms up supporting the camera!

But it was good! At least my pictures can see their faces and all!

Took a few videos of their shows too.

They are all uploaded on FB. :D Go check them out.

And when we knew the show was ending, we ran to the carpark, and waited for them to go backstage and hop on to their van.

Managed to see them with a distance of 2m in radius, and Onew waved at us before he went in!

LOL!

And can you imagine? All of the fans who were at the carpark screamed.

After this, me and the random fangirl walked in the rain to hire a cab and cabbed down to SHINee’s hotel that they are staying.

Apparently it’s the same hotel. Mandarin Oriental Hotel. LAWL

Didn’t get to see SHINee coz the employee’s dun allow us to go in. :S

But had fun still. :D

I would want to go and see SHINee again if i have the chance to. :D

IMM Part 1

2010-03-13T18:31:00.001+08:00

LAWL. PART1. Tmr will be PART2.

LMFAO/LFMAO whatev the sequence, at least you know what it means.

Anyway, this morning walked to interchange from home. Coz no bus!

Attracted female mosquitoes along the way.

Got bitten a few times, and still counting.

Tried to sleep on the MRT but to no avail. No music with me. I feel so empty.

Anyway, reached there, and changed with Seth.

Seth is such a dear! Thanks ya! :DD

Me owes you big time, i know!

Anyways, half messaged with benny until 9am, and HP died then.

No other means of communication. Got bored waiting and gonig up and buying the album.

Buying the album, I don’t really feel very happy or anything. Maybe I’ll be happy seeing them tmr then.

Which reminds me, I have to get a DSLR fast!

Shit!

Anyways, met benny at the carpark behind for another queue up for the showcase tmr.

Took itouch from him, and he went off with his friends.

That’s all for today, i think.

[GIFs] F.cuz and T-ara on Tiaradot.com Show

2010-03-13T14:03:00.001+08:00

Credits: MiMi@FCuzed & pikael11367 @ naver

Our Cute & Dorky boys! :D

BABO

2010-03-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to benny peh xing wei!

YOU BABO!!! XDD

Imma...

2010-03-12T19:06:00.001+08:00

imma worrying little kid.
okay im not little.
but yea.
i think too much.
i know that myself but i cant stop it.
idk why.
need someone to enlighten me. talk to me.
bah!

Okay, I know that.

2010-03-12T01:24:00.001+08:00

I know I’m irritating and all. But it’s me. A leopard can never really change its spot.

But at least I’m trying to change by learning to control myself and my character.

I want someone by my side now.

I want to cry out loud.

Can someone lend me their shoulder to cry on?

Since someone else is already in NS, i can’t tell him already.

Nvm, blog next time. byes.

IGEH BWOYEYO???

2010-03-12T00:37:00.001+08:00

IGEH, ISANGEUN SARAMIDA.

Benny Peh Xing Wei ish a weird guy! :D

Hope you see this, benny gay. :DD

Anyways, today waited for that freaking guy from 1.30 till 3pm at TMart Mac.

Yesh, I’m back to my old hangout place back when i was in sec school.

Dang, how i missed those days. :D

*flashback*

ME: eh ltr, mac ah!

GFs: set ah! go there camp do revision and eat mac, AGAIN! :DD *hi5s*

*flashback ends*

back to blog. now talking to seth, robinhood, kenneth and penguin.

MEGA SIANZ!

KNOW WHY!

NO ONE HELPING ME!

AND STUPID BABO BENNY IS AT AIRPORT WAITING FOR SHINEE’S ARRIVAL!

DANG IT!

I CAN’T GET THEIR ALBUM FOR MINGSY ANYMORE!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*DIES*

MINGSY SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

if i can’t get the album for you lah. >.<

haiz. SG-ians are all so kaisu. including me LAWL

okay, gonna update again ltr.

PS. BENNY ISH A WEIRD GAY GUY. :D